Karma Bomb

Oy.

One of my shamanic teachers wrote me an email karma bomb tonight. WHY did I not {take care of his personal shit for him} since we've had to change up our workshop weekends since he and his wife are coming about four weeks early?

First of all,

You're Welcome.

I WHOMPED up a workshop out of NOTHING at all in less than three days' time, making the best of a VERY bad situation which said shamanic wife created back in early August. I should have been the Hero, yet, I have become the Villain.

For The Last Time.

I will no longer allow people to treat me as I was treated in tonight's e-mail. Above-mentioned bitchy shaman seems not to understand that he is a Guest Teacher at my circle. I am his employer; I sign his checks. I am NOT his minion, I am NOT his emplyee, I am NOT in any way his underling in this. He is ultimately MINE to command.

After the detritus of a very busy and stressful day at the FullTimeJob, I wrote a neutral response to his caustic missive, and will entertain him in normal style this weekend. After which I will sever our business relationship.

I love them as people, and I respect their teachings.

And I will absolutely not be involved in any business dealings with them from this time forward nor allow them to hold ANY sway over me in any way whatsoever.

Thus do I reclaim a portion of my soul and declare myself a Man.

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